i listened to the audiobook 'lamb' -- a spoof of the early life of joshua of nazarth. i spell instructions to my night attendant, like 'move my head.' i woke with an important one. 'water into wine,' i spelled, thinking she might not get that, and it should be rephrased. 'like in the bible?' she said. 'i must have been dreaming,' i wrote. she is the one who dropped me.