Monday, December 31, 2007

Brainhell.

I just found your blog 2-3 days ago and have probably spent 10 hours
at least reading.

Your story is riveting.

You are so very very bright, well educated, loving...a great father.

I am sorry that you are suffering.

I wish I had something witty or insightful to say. All I know is,
your story has changed the way I'm thinking about my own life right now.

I hope this note finds you well and relaxed. I hope your lovely wife
is OK.

Love to you and thanks for sharing your incredible experience.

I wish I could have a chat with you about life, politics, parenting,
etc.

YOU ARE A GOOD ONE
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much you can;t knnocw.
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Sunday, December 30, 2007

still here.
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Saturday, December 29, 2007

this morning during thhhe transfer to wheelchair my airway was highly obstructed. mmy helper asked if 911 shouldbecalled, but i pointed to 'lifft forehead'and thenn i couldbreathe.lllllllll
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Friday, December 28, 2007

my clumsy,weakk handmight be able to operate a remote controll, but hurry. b
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Wednesday, December 26, 2007

hope not to jinx it, but the dailybout of coughing and suction appears tohgave faded ropy,dark and crinkled.
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Tuesday, December 25, 2007

i'm back! (ihope). it was only partly the fault of thePOS,the rest being my fault....
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Saturday, December 22, 2007

on the 24thh i will have been blogging four year s.
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Friday, December 21, 2007

they say i had a talentfor pronunciation in otherlanguages.i chalk that to empathy. in tibetan, 'phone le so, fun cha dah' means 'you have a phone call, please pick it up.'
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Thursday, December 20, 2007

i cannot open anydoor. ina hougse.
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Wednesday, December 19, 2007

went 11 days wth nnn bt nwthta
went 11 days sans poo, but without pain.after several doses lax, helper said 'if you could sell it, you'd mafk8e $500.'
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Tuesday, December 18, 2007

let's just say that when icount my blessinngs, my results vvary from yours.
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Monday, December 17, 2007

aalmost any other one would abandon me,coninng up with a rationalization, bbut my wife is made of steel.
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Sunday, December 16, 2007

vhc cc.
vv vif i need aw

ifi

ifi ne anw peg.,

if i need a new peg, don;t send me to torture doc . i want replacable type not from

POS still messed up, BIL to come this week,.
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Saturday, December 15, 2007

>002 darling,

thank you for asking. my body is not all right, but being loved by
you kids and your mom makes me happy. i sit in the wheelchair all day
because it lets me go places.in the room. it does not hurt. my
birthday is . i have ideas for what to give you. i feel
better because of your email.

Love,

Dad
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>
> Begin forwarded message:
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> Date: December 7, 2007 7:38:23 AM PST
> To:>
>
> Dear Dad,
> How are you doing? Are you all right? How do you sit in a chair so long? how
> many months till your birthday? i hope you feel better.
>
> love,
>002
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Friday, December 14, 2007

i ne tour new em i need your neew email/

the XP box is highly erratcc pl try usibgit.

alsoremove the modem and network cards from myold ma c sowe can give it too /zz[p,
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Thursday, December 13, 2007

the keyboard on my computer is too big;i can't reachall of it. but the POS has a tiny one.
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Wednesday, December 12, 2007

555

this bit added fhrom POS, which yeesterday major problems.yp= st b
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Sunday, December 09, 2007

my BIL fixed the mousekeys on the till-now useless POS 'computer' i got through the ALS clinic. i had hoped that would end my resorting to posts such as 'yyyyyyyy' or '777' -- and it might.
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Saturday, December 08, 2007

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Friday, December 07, 2007

i rely on you two to jelp me avoid a death amid misery and fear. youare endangering me with your mutual disapproval. i beg you, put aside your need for dignity btil after iam dead.
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Thursday, December 06, 2007

666
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Wednesday, December 05, 2007

777
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Monday, December 03, 2007

Thank you for contacting me. I'm living in Texas but will be back n about 2 weeks for a short visit. I will contact you then. I'd love to see all of you.

Love to all
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