to last night's sub 'tape' spells 'ape,' ' small' spells 'slam,' and 'chin' spells 'chair.' explaining anything to her was agony for us both.

when i shake my head it means 'no.' let her sleep.

if mishandled in the bed, i am very vulnerable, and i chose to spend the night in the wc.

so mean, i know.


csy 1749 - 2000.